Throughout the past three months I have experienced some crazy changes physically and emotionally. Along with these changes, I have learned a lot more about what being pregnant is all cracked up to be. These are a few of my random thoughts I have had so far. If I sound like I am complaining a little bit, it probably is because I am and I thought this would be a good way to vent!
1. Will my 24 hour, 7 day a week hangover EVER go away!? Seriously, I wake up nauseous, go through my day nauseous, go to sleep nauseous, wake up in the middle of the night nauseous...ugh.
2. If I could just have one night of sleep where I didn't have to get up and go pee once, twice, or even three times!
3. Why am I still so tired when I go to bed at 8pm and get up at 8am!?
4. I'm not going to cry...I'm not going to cry...I'm NOT!
5. Three months ago I never would have counted a three mile jog, or waddle, as exercise. Now that is what I strive for!
6. Where the heck did these boobs come from!? I can totally fill out my A cup now!
7. Seriously, my skin looks like I'm 16 again! What the heck?
8. I'm afraid that one of these days I'm going to pop a button on my jeans. I took a pair out of the dryer to put on and I couldn't get those ones buttoned....they shrink in the dryer though, right?
9. I don't know if I'm ready to be a mom yet...I still occasionally watch shows like Full House and 7th Heaven!
10. How the heck is a baby the size of baby Derek going to come out of ME! All I can say is they better have some mighty fine meds and pain killers!
Okay, I feel better now. However, despite all of these things and even though this came as a complete surprise, I am ready to give all that I have to make sure our baby is happy and healthy. It all has finally started to sink in and even though I wasn't ready to be a mom when I found out I was pregnant, I am getting more ready each day.